Sunday, August 8, 2010

signing off... for now.

sitting at the internet cafe in darwin, waiting to get on the bus to go to the airport.  i spent the morning walking around and found my way by the water.  i had that moment, that moment where i reflected on my whole summer in southeast asia and australia.  it was an overwhelming feeling.  this mission was definitely life changing in more ways than one.  i have met the most amazing, big hearted, altruistic individuals who share the same passion as i do, and care about the world in general. i have never felt this sense of accomplishment, and i have Project Hope to thank for this incredible, once in a lifetime experience.

i have seen, first hand, what poor healthcare and lack of education can do to people, especially children.  it doesn't take much for these children to have a better life, if not, a chance at a better, healthier life.  i did this mission to help the organizations who devote their time by helping people worldwide.  All of the NGOs and military personnel who participated in Pacific Partnership's 2010 mission deserve credit for this success.  it has been an intense 6 weeks, but i will be forever grateful for this summer on the Mercy.  it has been a pleasure and an honor.  terima-kasih!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

australia!!!

instead of hearing the usual "reveille" at 0600, we heard "wakey, wakey! welcome to australia waters!" - how exciting!  it made for a good wake up call as everyone in berthing chuckled. 

i can see land (darwin) from the weather deck. i spent most of last night on the weather deck, reminiscing and savoring every minute, knowing that it was the absolute last night that i will have outside.  the weather deck has been my santuary for this whole entire mission. i spent more time on the weather deck that my berthing (minus sleeping).  literally, if i'm wasn't at work or at chow, i was staring at the water, or taking a nap by the lifeboats. 

pretty excited for darwin. everyone on the ship is talking about liberty.  it's gonna be CRAZY!  everyone is dying to party, drink, sight see, and just spend time in land. 

well, that's all for now.  will try to keep you guys posted while i'm in australia.  i am leaving the ship today and will be checking in at a hotel with other Hope volunteers.  official countdown to "home" starts NOW!

Monday, August 2, 2010

aug 2

August 2, 2010

3 more days and we’ll be in Australia.  It feels like I’ve been on the Mercy for much longer than I actually have.  I can’t believe that I’ve been on a sailing ship for 5 weeks.  It has been a rollercoaster of emotions, with physical and mental challenges.  This morning, I ate breakfast with the Hope volunteers and got into a d&m convo with Kathryn and Randy about how children are treated in the world, or should I say, maltreated.  We talked about illegal abortions in the states, passage of rites in certain tribes that include forcing young boys to perform oral sex on their fathers, and everything else that we do not hear about but know happens to children around the world.  If only we could scoop these innocent children and place them in a bubble that offers safety and security, happiness and good health, we will save the world from people who grow up to be “monsters”.  This conversation made me realize that I am with the people who have the same passion in helping children and the human race, and this makes me happy to be here more than ever.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

closing in on our last mission

Day 3 at our last mission site in Ambon (july 28, 2010)

The peds ward is running a slow pace this week.  We only have two post-ops so far, the third one is currently in PACU, and our last post-op patient is still in surgery.  We have 7 pre-ops coming on board who are scheduled to have their surgeries within the next two days.  Rumor has it that we are short on endotracheal tubes (breathing tubes) so we will no be able to perform as many surgeries as the two previous sites in Indonesia.  It’s a smooth ending for my first mission on the Mercy.

 I can’t believe my time on the ship is almost over. We have 7 days left  on the ship but it feels like it’s going by so fast.  It’s bittersweet because as much as I want to go home, see my friends and family, and get back to normalcy,  a big part of me will definitely miss being here.  I will even miss the 0600 “reveille” to muster and eat breakfast.  I will miss the routine of walking up and down the stairs, bumping into things as I try to walk around berthing in the dark, taking showers in the dirty stalls, and sliding down to sleep in my bottom bunk.  Most of all, I will miss the little things, such as sitting by the weather deck and staring at the water. The late nights when I can’t sleep and find solace in meditating outside, again, in the weather deck, and admiring the moon and stars.  I will especially miss the breath taking sunrise and sunset, ahhhhh.  I will miss seeing the people that I have become friends with -- Project Hope volunteers, peds ward team, even the merchant marines who  are always eager to lend a helping hand, whether it’s to relieve our boredorm by allowing us (NGOs) to watch movies in their movie theatre-like lounge, or fix my shoes after ruining it during shellback, letting me in the “FIlipino mafia” by giving me a nod at the food line and offering me exclusive Filipino food, like chicken adobo and tinola.  They were disappointed to find out that I don’t’ eat meat.  I could see them saying, “what kind of Filipino is that?” .. ha!



July 29, 2010

Went on my first and only medcap in the island of Pelauw.  The HELO brought us there and back to the ship.  We flew over a few islands to get to Pelauw.  Flying on a black hawk is definitely one cool way to see Indonesia.  I didn’t think I was going to get the chance to ride the helo since we don’t get to choose or know what medcap we’re on til the night before, when we check what time we have to muster in CASREC.

Allan, April, Dawn, John and I were all at the same medcap.  I saw some interesting cases, such as an 8 year old girl who had a severe, systemic, dermatological condition that reminded me of epidermolysis bullosa.   With barely any resource or diagnostic test, we couldn’t properly diagnose her.  We also couldn’t treat her skin condition, so the only thing we could provide her  with is an analgesic (tylenol) and toys (silly bands, stickers, and a stuffed toy).  I checked her inner ear and saw the same lesions… so awful.  She looked so scared and embarrassed, but we managed to get a smile out of her after we gave her the toys.  There was another girl, about 9 or 10 years old who had a wicked heart murmur.  I’m awful when it comes to assessing hearts since they stay in the Peds Cardiac ICU and not the PICU, but I felt this girl’s murmur when I put my hand on her chest… sick! It’s unfortunate, as many people as we help, there are some who we couldn’t do anything for, such as this girl.  We don’t have the resources to perform heart surgeries, or other high risk, complicated surgeries.  We had a 9 year old up in CASREC who had a TGA (Transposition of the Great Arteries).  TGA at 9 years of age!  One of our pediatricians took me up to radiology to see the CT Scan of his chest and explained what she saw.  His pulmonary artery was massive and he had a severe cargiomegaly.

July 30, 2010

Slow work day - discharges and post op admits

One interesting admit to the peds ward is a 14 year old girl who was in DKA.  On admission, sh had a glucose of 629, pH of 7.19, Na of 131, and a normal bicarb of 23.  Apparently, her family ran out of  insulin and she has been living around that glucose level, that's why she was so cachectic... and that awful ketonic smell... so sad.  Another reminder that God works in mysterious ways -  one of our attending is an Endocrinologist who corrected her DKA, using the only kind of insulin we have on board, which is Regular insulin.  It's still scary and crazy to think that we're discharging this girl home, hoping that they will comply and find ways to support her diabetes.  We later learned that there are only 35 Endocrinologists in the country of Indonesia!

July 31, 2010
Comserve with the Seabees.  We helped out with the ENCAP (Engineering Civic Assistance Program), and painted a clinic that they have been working on.  It reminded me of painting my apartment and how much I dreaded it.  It was fun working with a different group, though.  The local men were watched us, then offered to get us fresh young coconuts straight from the tree.

After the comserve, we came back to the MERCY and were allowed to take liberty for the remainder of the day.  I was suppose to teach a yoga class, and felt awful cancelling but when will I get to see Indonesia again?  So I posted a note, apologizing for cancelling class, and took the liberty boat back to Ambon.  I went with three other people who were on the same comserve.  We ate at CafĂ© Panorama, which is a restaurant on top of a mountain, that has a panoramic view of Ambon.  That was the best meal I have had in Indonesia -- grilled fish and sauteed water spinach (kang-kong) -- and all for less than 50,000 rupia (approx $5.00).

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